The loss of my Pops!

On November 15, 2009 my grandfather went to be with my grandmother in heaven. He was not only my grandfather, but also the only dad that I ever had in my life. He meant so much to me in my life, more than he will probably ever know. I am very thankful that I got to spend his last days with him and also got to tell him how thankful that I was for everything that he has done for me in my lifetime. I know that he is in a better place now and free from pain. I wish that he was going to be here when my 3rd child arrives, but I know that God had a different plan. This was a very hard time for our family, especially trying to explain to a 2 and 3 year old. We told them that Pops is in heaven in Jesus's arms and they seem to understand that even though they do not understand why they cannot see Jesus. I will always miss him and know that he will be watching over us and will always be a part of my life. I love you Pops and will miss you very much!